Sith Creed

"Peace is a lie. There is only passion. Through passion, I gain strength. Through strength, I gain power. Through power, I gain victory. Through victory, my chains are broken."
-the Sith Creed

22 April 2020

Whatcha wanna know Wednesday: Apr 22

Hello and welcome!
I'm a bit busy with school work and will be posting this Thursday. The semester is drawing to a close and soon I will be complaining about chemistry homework and studying.
So right out the gates my first question is
1. What browser do you use?
Nice try, hacker! 😝
Not sure the purpose behind this question. But I'm not going to give out too much information.

2. Do you prefer to answer questions or ask them?
Good question.
Well, this platform is designed for me to answer questions. And overall, I ask a lot of questions.
In all seriousness, I don't understand what the goal of this question is and I don't question it🀷🏾‍♂️ Once I figure out how to post from my ask.fm account, that question will make a lot of sense.

Just started the Instagram story for question collecting IG: osiris_blade
Now back to the questions!

3. Do you lose sex appetite as you age?
Me, personally? I'm probably just as sexually hungry as when I was younger.  Maybe more. I masturbate at least once a day if that's what you are asking.
This is a follow-up question, original question asked about my lube preference. Unrelated follow-up questions are fun because I know that it is from the same person. Kudos to you repeat question asker!

IG:story
If you were to do cosplay, who would you do and why?
Killer Croc. I have a plan to do him as a cosplay for a while now. No thanks in part to the covid-19 shut down 😭

4. Do you wear a watch?
I do not. They weigh me down and I lose them often.
I never really beeuch of an accessory guy. I do ascribe to most capitalism driven schemas.

5. What if something scary happened in real life?
The scariest thing happened to me when I was 8.
I watched a jet crash onto a tent full of people. Watching the Rammstein air show with my friend and his family, my parents didn't go. When the crowd started to panic and run, I froze. I have never felt so alone and afraid since then.
This is why I'm too afraid of death, loss, and events beyond my power/control. It's also the reason I give a shit about human life as a whole.

6. Do you think kids our age can be in love?
People are allowed to engage in whatever behavior they wish. Most people have a false idea of what love is or how to achieve or who to give it.
I am mostly aromatic.

7. What is the most boring job you can imagine?
Politician.

This next question has sat in the bin for a while. Dredges up some nasty memories. Like I said, I will answer as many questions as I can. Some take more time for me to deal with than others.

8. Have you ever been raped?
Yes. It happened in my early 20s. I hadn't bottomed in a long while and asked the guy to go slowly. He did the opposite causing me so much pain, I thought I was ripped inside. I don't remember much after that because I was high on meth. It's why I don't use that substance or engage sexually with someone who is not willing to have open lines of communication.
Not something I want to relive. But I have no regrets for the situation. I'm not at fault and I have no desire to "get justice". That situation taught me that it's a-ok to cut someone out of my life. I'm also not looking for sympathy or advice or comfort. I've had plenty of time to deal with those things. Thank you for offering.

Now let's get on with it.

Forgotten to add these

You know if I'm not wearing underwear I can't post a pic of me wearing underwear. 

Also my time is pretty full up with school.🀷🏾‍♂️


Ok. Had to catch up with those sorry.

9. What is one thing you regret.
Nothing.
I live with any mistakes I've made. Regret is a negative emotion that feeds in to worry and paranoia. Also I believe in the multiverse so I have nothing to regret if myself in a different dimension has a different outcome. Hindsight bias plays a lot into regret.
I get asked this a lot. If you scroll through my blog, then you will see I have a poem called "The Day I Lost Regret". Like seriously, I am not going to waste away thinking about actions I should have done or words I should have said. Can't change the past. Learn from it, can't change it. It's happened said and done. Enjoy the missed opportunity, relish in the dodged bullet, be thankful for the now obviously noticeable red flag. If you make a decision, be happy with it and keep going forward.

10. Would you rather live in the mountains or on the beach?
I love binary questions.
I love the beach as equally as a love the mountains. Here's a couple of links that describe and list places that offer both: 


And on that note I have to finish up with my studies and prepare for a presentation tomorrow.

Thank you! And time in next week!!!

20 April 2020

4/20

I've spent all day working on school work. In the middle of a paper and prepping for a quiz and exam Wednesday, and on Thursday I have a presentation via WebEx 😭

I'm exhausted and I didn't have enough weed to last me another day.

In other news, I got a gift from a fan. It looks great!

16 April 2020

Whatcha wanna know Wednesday! April 15

Welcome! I hope everyone is doing well. I'm on week three of classes being online. Still not a fan. I'll muster through no doubt.

A little update: I will be reading out loud an erotic story soon so be on the lookout!

This is a difficult question to answer because I don't want to ruin the "magic" of porn.

1. What's the funniest gif ever?
Batman petting a pig
There's all I'm saying about that

2. What's new with you?♥️?
I learned how to make sausage gravy a few days ago.
And it was fucking delicious 😍😍

3. What's your mood?
Rainy day
First part of the day was rainy and I had to be in it.

Feel free to answer below in the comments section.

4. How are you doing?
Great!!
I'm not okay.

5. What means of transport do you to be the safest? Why?
Horseback riding. You can train a horse to get you home safely.

Nothing good comes from panic.

I've been distracted lately. Not sure what it is or why. 


9:38a
16-04-20
It's the next day. There was alcohol and an exam yesterday. 

oh and I started that as well. Nearly forgot.

Pic of me in my undies if you're interested.

6. If you would meet someone in reality from ask fm.what would you tell her? Mayb she can be ur crush.. Or u can..
Crushing on someone else is cool. Thanks greatly for the Support!
FAQ#1 is usually asking about my orientation or sex with women. It states "I'm gay. Super gay. Even if the guy has a vagina, still gay."
Yes, I've had sex with women. Numerous times in my life!! I've even had multiple girlfriends. If "gay for pay" is allowed to exist, then so can "straight for pay".

And you know what, it's Thursday. I should just publish this. Check out my Instagram story for more answers. Thank you!

And stay tuned for a video clip of me reading an erotic story!



12 April 2020

Oral fixation

So I have been toying with the idea of reading aloud some erotic stories [poll]

I would be honored to read aloud. I'm not great at writing however I am willing to work on it. If there's an erotic story you wish for me to read aloud let me know.

08 April 2020

Whatcha wanna know Wednesday: April 8

7:53a
Good morning! The quarantine has left the world in a strange transition. I hope you are doing well. This next (new) installment of Whatcha wanna know Wednesday is well... Here. If you are new to my blog, welcome. If you've been here for the ride, thank you!
For the new people, this is a blog I started sometime after leaving the military. I had this grandiose dream of traveling the world and writing about my adventures.
For the long-time readers, not sure when I started doing it or why, every Wednesday I host a Q&A with randoms and anons.

1. Do you change your mind often? 
I'm not indecisive.
This is a difficult question. I usually get asked "either or" questions and I answer with a tie or a third option. Those are difficult questions because they're polarizing and monistic. It's also an egocentric/ethnocentric. I like many different things however I'm not a person to discount other things on account I have a taste for a specific thing. For instance, Pepsi vs Coke. To me, they are dark and sweetened soda water. I don't drink sodas overall and when I do I enjoy whatever flavor it comes.

2. Do you prefer to travel by train, bus, plane, or ship?
I haven't traveled by ship. It's next on the list of ways to travel.
I have a a cruise to Mexico planned later this year. 

*What problems did Black Americans in the South face after emancipation?
I have an exam today. That's one of the questions. I can't wait to finish the exam and turn it in. Mostly the reason I adopted this format for the Q&A today.

I'm not okay. I hate online classes but that's not killing me, so my health is fine.

11:09a
Instagram story is coming along nicely. 
3. If you could only keep five possessions, what would they be?
My dog, flashlight, flint and steel (fire making kit), bow and arrows, and my car
I love these questions. I'm not much of a materialistic person but I'm willing to play. I usually frame these in the realm of what will I need to survive.

4. Most sweet person you know?
It's me!
I give love equally and indiscriminately. I don't see many who can match that kind of energy.

5. Are you saving up for anything?
A career.
Seriously, why do we have to toil so much just to do the things we want? A large portion of the American laborers are on a forced vacation. Most don't know what to do. Some are so hell-bent on making money that they are working. Some don't know what to do without work so they continue to work. 

6. Can you leave your native land and move to another city for the sake of a loved one?
I have left home numerous times for the sake of a loved one.
Living all over the world, I love traveling and living in new places. Meeting someone in person is not the same as meeting them online. I will never go somewhere unless I knew I was going to be safe.


1:34p
Third cup of coffee. Two of three answers for my exam complete. I hope you are enjoying my Q&A. 😘


2:33p

7. Cutest baby you know?
Probably my dog
Babies are fuckin ugly, honestly.

The link is here, if you don't know.

8. What more do you feel you have to accomplish?
London, visit 3 or more African countries, visit another Asian country, eat my weight in food in Brazil, get cursed out by a French person, get drunk in South Africa, and that's just my list involving travel.
Here is an example of a great question! There's not much for me to follow up with or add. And it leads the person who asked room for more questions.

5:45p
9. How good are you at saying "no"?
Very good.
I believe in consent. If I say "no", that doesn't mean convince me to change my mind.

10. Who is the last person you met?
I've been on lockdown since March 13.
I've only met with friends and family as of late. And that was about a week and half ago.

11. What do you wish the New Years Eve to bring?
Um... The year basically just started.
And I'm ready for it to end. Jeez!!

Alright.  Well I'm ready to get back to some of my studies. I wish I could be on more. Tell me what you think. Also I am going to be posting here much more.