Personal update

Hello everyone. I'm in a depression slump right now. Slowly getting better. I will continue with my wake n bake diary soon. There's still so much I want to discuss about my time doing porn.

Today I want to bring to light the status of my mental health. It's not widely known and, up until a few days ago, has been a need to know item. 

Few days ago I hosted a poll on my Twitter. The framing is a bit off but lately I have been asked a few times to be in a romantic relationship. The last few times, I have been open about my mental condition; I suffer from PTSD and depression. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm not well. I'm also happily able to admit that I am doing everything I can to get better. However I am shamed because I don't want a relationship.

I would rather die single and happy than in a relationship making someone miserable because I don't have my mental health in order.