The conversation started out as someone willing to pay for my time (because that's how the conversation goes when I escort) and then it turned into me offering advice for entering the porn industry. At one point, it was even offered that I would be the debut model for the upcoming studio, even with the would be director/producer offering to be in a scene with me. To which I declined and informed him that was unprofessional, undesirable and the quickest way to lose business.
I bring this DM up because today, I was asked "how's it going any updates". I almost went in stating how insensitive it was but went a different approach. Told him there's nothing new to update outside of my stories and Twitter posts.
So how am I in the wrong to protect myself from an ever evolving scheme to have sex with me? Clearly this person is only trying to say what I want to hear so that he can win out. To get me and my time for free? Two years I've shown patience. Other SW would have received a gift, a tip, a thank you card showing support. I've received those gifts from other clients and fans. But why do I put so much energy into the ones who don't have any intention of paying? How do I let them down so that I can devote my time to the ones who aren't fluffing my head with false promises? Because that's where I evolve and grow as a model, SW or porn actor.
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